If you truly love a book, you should sleep with it, write in it, read aloud from...– Anne Fadiman (via daydreamingexistentialist)
Zach and I are sitting in the train station, waiting for the next train back home, which unfortunately isn’t for 2 hours. To kill time we just ran around in the snowstorm for 30 minutes looking for booze. Now I am sitting here drinking a watermelon Arizona spiked with watermelon vodka. Classy.
I just turned the paperwork in. I am officially an agency signed model.
Things that need to make a comeback from... →
thisismybrainondigital: This is not about the 1970s television series. MASH was a game you would play in the back of the classroom in elementary school. It made you feel dirty. This was when the future only existed as a living space, a spouse, a car, and an occupation. You picked a number and then your friend made marks next to the choices and soon your future was decided. You always secretly...
Agenda: Drink Beers. Dance to Dubstep. Apply for modeling gigs. Feel cool.
Nero - Promises
Is free on iTunes! Quick! Download it!
October in Lowell, MA
Finally - I haven’t had a haircut in AGES, and just when I was beginning to feel the need overwhelm me, I got a gig at a hair salon. That’s right, I am being paid for a professional, who owns a salon, to cut my hair. Just in time because the agency I am signing with on Friday (!!!!) told me I should get rid of my blonde streaks. I am getting it dyed a shade darker than what I have it,...
‘Fat’ is usually the first insult a girl throws at another girl when she wants...– J.K. Rowling (via yourelectrikfeel)
Since I have become more engrossed in my modeling career, I have started caring more about fashion. My wardrobe is much better than maybe it ever has been. Zach makes fun of me all the time for valuing what I wear so much, but yesterday I was rewarded. I walked by a girl on the street on my way to my favorite store in Lowell. I noted her outfit, and how much I loved it. She ended up going into...
I found my ring!!!!
It was in my bag. =P
Last week Zach gave me the most beautiful ring. It has a thin silver band, and it wraps around to the front, going as two silver leaves. I adore it. Today has been a great day, until I looked down at my hand and realized the ring was gone. I searched the dressing room I changed in, the restaurant I ate at, and even the classroom I was in today. No luck. I am heartbroken. Please return this...
I did my interview with Disney yesterday. I think it went well, better than last time at least. Plus, I am applying earlier. The only thing I am hesitant about is not finishing my first year in my major of BioChem. Maybe I’ll finish it by taking online classes? But even then, how am I supposed to do labs? We’ll see, maybe I won’t get in. Then I won’t have to fret,...
Last night I had a dream that I was at a wedding. It was my friends wedding, or my cousins wedding. I don’t quite remember. I met a guy there. The chemistry was undeniable. I felt his presence when he entered the room. His energy pulled me in. I found myself in his arm, kissing him. Then I remembered I had a boyfriend, and I told him. We didn’t talk the day of the wedding. Of course...
JUST FOUND OUT MY FAVORITE MEXICAN RESTUARANT DOWNTOWN DELIVERS! I am going to sit here, watch Heros, smoke bowls, and mexican food. Who is jealous?
There are so many good movies on. I just watched Inception, and now I am watching Shattered Glass! It just started. This makes me miss Nordic so much!
Me: Does this coat go with jeans?
Zach: Idk! I'm sick of you caring what other's think of you.
107.7 The End
I miss Seattle’s music. Sometimes I go onto 107.7 the end’s website and listen to the station live.
Disneyworld College Program
My phone interview is next Thursday - the soonest they would let me schedule it.
Blake: I'm buying from Steven.
Sierra: Oh no! It's going to be shit weed.
Tayler: Oh my god, it totally is. Stevens are awful!
October 15th Shoot
The shoot is in Ware. We arrived about 40 minutes ago. We are shooting in a factory. The building is over 100 years old. The floor is wood, and the outside walls are stone. The factory is on a mill, and they generate their own power. There is a gorgeous view outside a cute window, so I sat down in the window sill, all cozy with my laptop and coffee and my “pose” inspired the client to...
I have been running around all day, doing model things like skipping class to get my nails done, and seeing agencies, and traveling to photo shoot locations. Maggie Inc wants to sign me!!! I am excited about it, but at the same time I am sad. I am at the hotel now. The photographer is excited to shoot, I am excited to shoot, but I am lonely. Everything is going in the right direction for me,...
At 3:00pm I am going to my appointment with Maggie Inc!!!! Then after that I am taking the bus for two hours to the location for my shoot tomorrow. The client booked me a hotel room the night before to make sure I’d make it on time early in the morning. How cool is that?! To prep for all this, I am skipping my Trig class to get my nails done. Then I am going back to my house to straighten...
So….. I am not going to come to Seattle for Halloween. It would cost 400 total, which isn’t bad, but I am going to save and go to Ecuador for a week in the Spring. Plus Zach was telling me about cool stuff they do over here for Halloween, like in Salem. Salem is the town where they did the witch trials way back when. Aparrently they go all out for Halloween. Wish I was there with you...
So for the past few days I’ve been looking at concerts I want to go to. Yesterday I was also thinking about how halloween is probably going to suck this year because I don’t really know anyone here that well/there isn’t anything big to do. Kris told me she is going to freak night in Seattle, and I was overcome with a feeling of remorse that I wasn’t going to be there,...
I need a car.
That’s it. I don’t care. I need a car. I need a car because I need to go see concerts in Boston.
Appointment with Maggie Inc
I have an appointment with one of the best agencies, Maggie Inc, in Boston on Friday! Wish me luck!!!!!!
I miss Evergreen
I miss smoking and laying on the field in the sun. I miss yoga in the morning. I miss going to the boat house and seeing the sun rise from the water while practicing for crew. I even miss going to class on Thursdays. Every Thursday we would watch a movie pertaining to what we were studying, and there was a rotation of kids who would bring snacks. I would get baked, and then it in the back and eat...
I woke up at 6:30am at Zach’s place, and I went to the gym. Now we are going to eat, and then I am going to my house to do my chem lab, then off to class, then I have to study for my biology test. Then after that I have to study for my trig test tomorrow!
I may be a model, but I am still thoroughly enjoying a Kit-Kat bar right now. =P
My life here is great. I am doing well with Zach. My modeling career is taking off, I am finally one of the top students in my classes, but I am lonely.
I could spend my money on… 1) Clothes, the most frequent temptation I encounter on a daily basis 2) Plane tickets, I was thinking mexico for Spring break? But Ecuador seems to keep popping into the picture. 3) A car. It sure would be nice to have a car. Plus, how cool would it be to be able to buy my own car with money Ive earned. I see only one solution. Make more money.
It started with a 200 dollar coat. I am in love with it. I went shopping to a store I modeled for a few weeks ago, with intent to buy warm clothes that were on sale, and I bought a 200 dollar full price coat. Granted, it is for the winter, and yes, I did use my own money, but shit! 200 dollars was a lot to blow. So… I will wait to see if I get signed with Click. If not, I am getting my own...
Click is one of the best agencies here in Boston. I just sent them an email with my best pictures. I am crossing my fingers that they will schedule an appointment with me, and that I will get signed! This is the next step.
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